you're the reason I cannot forget this season
we won yesterday.shut out 2-0. red bank regional ate our dirt. another game on thursday, its home. i was talking to lauri today in english and we were talking about our boyfriends, and how we feel so tied down. how we dont have many friends because of them. and its so true. im not married i should be able to what i want, when i want to. im not married, i shouldnt be as tied down as i am. i dont know what to do.
its school, field hockey and steve. thats it. thats all it ever is.
havent heard from anthony in forever, he probably got brainwashed by sandy and somehow has forgotten that i exsist. i miss kendl, i never hang out with her. kendl i want to let you know that if anyone told me to pick my best friend it would be you. you've helped me in the past like i have helped you. and we made it through highschool together. you are my best friend. and i miss you. and im sorry i havent had a life lately. i want to go to shows with you and i want to hangout and dye our hair while smoking ciggs listening to rap. haha.
well im in a shitty mood today. if you cant already tell.
i have practice until 5. argh.
maria
its school, field hockey and steve. thats it. thats all it ever is.
havent heard from anthony in forever, he probably got brainwashed by sandy and somehow has forgotten that i exsist. i miss kendl, i never hang out with her. kendl i want to let you know that if anyone told me to pick my best friend it would be you. you've helped me in the past like i have helped you. and we made it through highschool together. you are my best friend. and i miss you. and im sorry i havent had a life lately. i want to go to shows with you and i want to hangout and dye our hair while smoking ciggs listening to rap. haha.
well im in a shitty mood today. if you cant already tell.
i have practice until 5. argh.
maria