Aug 29, 2005 22:39
so im talking to pep & a couple othr people & ive been takin ta pep & im wicked bored & we were gunna hang out tonight but i said no cuz i was plannin on not getting back home till 1030 but instead i got back @ 9-930 & im so bored its killing me. ofcourse im thinkin about you kno who & wishing he was on coz im not jus gunna casually call him @ 1045 @ night. i dont know whats wrong with me lately, i jsut guess this summer was not as fun as i had hoped. the begginning when it wasnt evn summer yet was fun coz we were snowboardin evry nite & i was hangin wit ris & everyone & ofcourse agen this summer i dnt anythin wit n e one. and i didnt get the person i wanted the most, but im not givin up ill just - keep on cryin xx -...
^ thats my new sn.
im gunna hang wit kira tomorrow prolly & idk wen me & pep r gunna c a movie, but wutevr. its not a surprise that he doesnt care, but i thout we were finally goin to actually do sumthin wit out jus seyn he had sumthn else to do...its weird ya kno, he comes up early in the mornin ta hang & @ random times but he cant fucking make plans. i hate it.
now im gunna go & continue cryin.