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maybe i wasn't being such a drama queen. maybe this is all wrong. i came home early, mostly because i just missed it here. but a lot of what i missed was josh. and i came home early, AND surprised him. i had been anticipating it all day. today was his birthday. and i went ALL out to make sure it was a good one. and it was nice, but definitely a let down. i understand that he has work tomorrow and its his first day. i guess im not upset with him. im just upset at the situation. i just feel like today should have been really extraordinary, and it wasnt. maybe im just in a bad mood.