celia's backup =D

Dec 14, 2004 16:13

okay. this is about the whole porn thing celia is always talking about.

i totally understand everything she is saying.
girls are mostly the ones who understand.
some guys are just obsessed with giving themselves pleasure instead of what they need to be thinking about. BOTTOM LINE!

i am another human who hopes porn dies. im sure there are some people who definitly know i do.
this so called 'perfection' guys see...isn't perfection to me.

i must admit..i love carmen electra. i think she is an awesome chick. but i hate that she was in playboy. i hate that she has naked pictures. but after watching "Til Death Do Us Part" with her and her husband just being...well normal...i love her. but i don't like the porn crap she does.

I don't think 'porn' is just the sex tapes you see. I see Playboy and all that as Porn too. Some people don't. Every guy i have been with (i think) has watched porn or looked at a magazine with naked girls all in it. Thats sad.
Makes me wanna go get DD boobs, get my lips enhanced, definitly get some Liposuction since they look like they weigh 60 pounds.

Does anybody wanna know the reason im on a diet? To tell you honestly, because I feel like i have to be good enough. Porn has already ruined my relationships. My body is lucky i totally hate throwing up..and totally lucky i would throw up without food...otherwise i would probably have an eating disorder. I'm glad i haven't gone that far.

But it's so hard. I know there are good guys out there that don't watch it. And if they have watched it, some don't anymore..and realize how stupid it is. I feel so sorry for my mom. I'm glad she doesn't know how to check things on the computer. Otherwise, she would be heartbroken. I can't count the number of times I have found porn sites on my computer. Seth hates it..so i know it's my dad.

i am EXTREMELY insecure. It's because of porn. I hate that. Relationships would be SO much better i guarantee you, if there was no such thing as porn or anything like it.
I don't hate people who look at porn or who HAVE looked at porn...
...but if you have to get off on some girl who is completely fake...I'm sorry.
and for the girls who are with guys who do...I'm sorry.
AND FOR THE GUYS who are with girls who do...(it's possible...lol) I'm sorry.

Alright, I have no idear what else to say.
If you have any kind of views, please comment.

Maybe Celia and I should start an Organization. The People Against Porn Organization (PAPO)lol.
okay neways.
i love ya'll.
God Bless.
byee <3

i hope that the fact i cut some stuff out...helps people see my real point.
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