Jan 21, 2007 18:23
I'm happy where I am.
It could be a lot better, but it always could be better.
I don't need to party or to be out everyday to make me happy, and I feel like that is the biggest accomplishment of my life. I miss Chris but I will always miss him. But he misses me just as much and I can't ask for more.
I've dedicated all of my time to school, work, and working out. I'm making this year full of hard work to prove to myself that I can accomplish big things. I'm starting to see the bright side of going to brookdale for a year. At times I am bored out of my mind and miserable but those feelings would be there no matter where I am. I'm done wishing for change or for things to go back to a certain way. For the first time I can say that I'm content.