last lil while
The last few weeks have been a pain in my ass...hahahahah but finally last night i just cracked and couldnt stand it.....i told my dad soooo much of what is buggin me ect. and he called my mom and my mom came home and im finally goin to get the help i need....hahahah and everythign around my hosue is goin ot change....cuqase how we r doin things my parents say is obviously not working, and my mom told my dad he has to be home for me more often cuase i never see him....so him and i decided we are goin ot have a daddy/daughter night again:) so it was really cool to finally tell them stuff.....
well stupidest thing i have dotn lets see.....yell at gary for somethign that i really should beleive him over other poeple about taht was super stupid but i think kicking Matt out of my life was the ALLL TIME dumbest thing i have ever done....he was always there for me and i told him he would get hurt and he did multiple times...and then he told me he loved me and i blew it all off and said i didnt care....ALL TIME DUMBEST THING
and my last thing to say is to ................gary.....ok...im sorry for yellin at u, i should have beleived u over other poeple and i do know....i knwo u wouldnt lie to me about something straight out when i ask you....and so it was stupid for me to beleive that you did and that u werent tellign me stuff and crap so...i am so sorry i wish i never did that.....ALSO......kid THANK YOU....i heard about what you siad to someone about me and standing up for me and yellin at them for somethign they made and make me do....i really apreciate that....ur a great friend...and i am so thankfull u did something like that...thoguh i am not too sure why...to me right nwo taht doesnt matter, you did it and THANK YOU......sorry....cya
tahts all i gots to say ttyl poeple