I got no gas, I'm winding out my gears. This is one more day on the verge of tears.
I feel so lost right now like i have no idea what i'm doing and that's because i don't. i was so happy last night and then tonight it's just like...ugh. it always amazes me how much things and feelings can change in the course of exactly 24 hours. this has happened a lot lately. i hate lying. even if it's a small one that doesn't hurt anybody. i hope it's worth it. i'm so tired. maybe if i sleep it'll all go away.