Hold on, It's tragic. Stumbling through all this static

Feb 06, 2005 13:59

Ok, I give up, I need to know. I need to know if he still likes me at all anymore because if he does maybe then I won't feel so stupid. And maybe there will be a glimmer of a chance of something, sometime, again. But I doubt it because oh ah! And if he doesn't like me at all anymore for sure, then I want to know because I will try and get over it and move on and be happy and stuff.
But if he is all over it and everything he better be damn sure. Like...does he even miss me? And I don't mean miss me like seeing me and stuff but being able to call me and talk to me and all that crap. I don't know any of this stuff and it's killing just not knowing. I like to know.
I don't really know what I am talking about. My head is all a mess.
I am finally getting kind of excited for my birthday (this Wednesday). My parents are coming to visit and I don't know what we're doing during the day yet but I know we're also going out to dinner I just haven't decided where yet. Then it is Valentines Day which sucks ass. I've never been one of those people that hated Valentines Day probably because I always had a boyfriend or at least someone but this year I don't.
ugh
can't talk about THAT anymore right now.

i love ashlee simpson. i just cried listening to the song undiscovered.
i am being so drmatic i know, but i've never felt this way before.
i don't know what to do.
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