New Update... how nice of me.
Sister out of jail. Pleasant. Not. She spent 2 nights and a day at home & left. Oh well. Blocked all jail numbers from the house phones, BOTH of them this time. Haven`t heard from her in a while - I expect she`s back in jail & well, frankly, just can`t call & "frankly my dear, I don`t give a damn". Haha. I`m upset over the fact that she took the last little piece of hope my Mother had for her and destroyed it - not over the fact she`s going to jail again & once again - never acknowledged my existence unless she needed money or a ride. Family..
Brother - well, he`s still going to Hutch for college courses & to obtain his degree. Good for him. He hasn`t come around for some time & my Mom is irritated about it - he doesn`t call, come by, or really have a relationship with my parents - it hurts them. My Mom; anyways; feels as if she`s failed raising us somehow. She hasn`t. I love her with all my heart & will always come over & bother her. =] I love my Father too, don`t get me wrong. All the same :: I WILL STICK AROUND FOR THEM... just as they`ve done for me.
Miguel... still my baby; still so great; & oh so adorable when he`s jealous - although ... defending my friends(guy & girl); actions; & having to explain my every move & everyone with me - gets VERY ... //annOyin`\\. I can understand that he doesn`t like me around guys - I wouldn`t like him around girls (few exceptions) - but sometimes we get into it about my girl friends too; usually Cassy more than anyone else. He hates her because of her life style, amoung other things & really HATES when I`m near her because he thinks that I might choose to do what she does. He needs to have a little faith in the fact that I have no bad intentions - I`m not going to cheat on him;; I`m not going to not answer my phone & lie about my whereabouts;; so on and so forth. Just have a little faith! Love is creeping up on me - with a few minor "fixer-ups" to do. I spend damn near all my time with him - more than anyone else - yet we`re still takin` it comfortably & slowly ... it`s really nice.
Work - Pizza Hut.
Tomorrow is work. Tomorrow is a long long day.
Time for sleep;; so tired.
B.
Brother - well, he`s still going to Hutch for college courses & to obtain his degree. Good for him. He hasn`t come around for some time & my Mom is irritated about it - he doesn`t call, come by, or really have a relationship with my parents - it hurts them. My Mom; anyways; feels as if she`s failed raising us somehow. She hasn`t. I love her with all my heart & will always come over & bother her. =] I love my Father too, don`t get me wrong. All the same :: I WILL STICK AROUND FOR THEM... just as they`ve done for me.
Miguel... still my baby; still so great; & oh so adorable when he`s jealous - although ... defending my friends(guy & girl); actions; & having to explain my every move & everyone with me - gets VERY ... //annOyin`\\. I can understand that he doesn`t like me around guys - I wouldn`t like him around girls (few exceptions) - but sometimes we get into it about my girl friends too; usually Cassy more than anyone else. He hates her because of her life style, amoung other things & really HATES when I`m near her because he thinks that I might choose to do what she does. He needs to have a little faith in the fact that I have no bad intentions - I`m not going to cheat on him;; I`m not going to not answer my phone & lie about my whereabouts;; so on and so forth. Just have a little faith! Love is creeping up on me - with a few minor "fixer-ups" to do. I spend damn near all my time with him - more than anyone else - yet we`re still takin` it comfortably & slowly ... it`s really nice.
Work - Pizza Hut.
Tomorrow is work. Tomorrow is a long long day.
Time for sleep;; so tired.
B.