touch my cigarettes...who the fuck do you think you are?!
so two days ago i went to boardman and went to kevin's. i met this chick katie and basically ended up chillin with her the whole time because kevin was having problems that night. too much drama. glad i met her though cause she's pretty rad. makes me feel like im 16 again. i got to see brandon which was fucking awsome. i missed that kid bunches. katie who is his girlfriend is a pretty rad girl. she's 16 and still going through the "young and dumb" phase. i basically smoked cigarettes and drank coffee the whole night. it was an okay night though. i did my meditation and made my feelings numb to everything which sucked cause i couldnt even feel love for my girlfriend. no offense to her but i couldnt feel any emotion for anyone. i guess it just makes me stronger or somthing. but id rather have my ignorance when it comes to Missy. yesterday me and katie went to the mall and just walked around. then i went home and ate dinner...potatoes,corn, and salad. because my mom cooks nothing but meat...isnt that great...im going vegetarian and she cant make something to suit me. i know we have spaghetti...she couldnt take the time to make that for me...fucking christ man. then i went to smoke a cigarette at like 12 and bob decides to come outside and take away my cigarettes...WTF?!...bitch dont fucking touch my shit. if im paying to die then let me fucking pay to die....shit. its none of your business. i really want people to just leave me alone and mind their own business. i smoke cigarettes get the fuck over it. i already have my girlfriend on my ass about it, now i have to have him on my ass. fuck that!.