see, you can make friends at bars.
so here's the deal:
Friday night after great time w/Makka taking in 2nd Friday in Pilsen, Chicago arts district gallery hopping fun (which by the way included going down into a dark basement studio to look at an older man artist's naked woman psychedelic art, dont worry clothes stayed all on and I got 4 free good cigarettes for my kindness), we went to a bar. Nothing too special, other than Alex came with these 2 guys (a story there) who were less than awesome, but very nice I suppose. Just a fun random time. Then! Alex and I end up going back to some guy's place together to do some... illegal... stay up all night, and then eventually sort of sleep all together in his bed. No sex! I swear. But, the guy got my # and already texted me asking me out to dinner. Maybe he sensed the sex.
I had been glowing in joy from meeting the amazing new guy with the beard last weekend, but after some vague texts earlier in the week I made a decision to just call him Saturday and ask him to dinner. And if he seemed hesitant to say "Im not sure either," make it short & bittersweet, then delete his # and try to forget.
Luckily, however, he texted me yesterday before I had a chance to do anything (due to napping off the drugs). Ended up coming over with wine & a movie... a lot of things happened, I guess, but I get along with him so so well. He is great and he says he likes me, too. The decision though is to just be friends. I am just excited to see him again! I really really do like him! :) Peaceful.
It always seems that things happen fast if they're happening at all with me. I have re-made the decision to apply to graduate schools. Give myself a chance, after all. Before I get too comfy doing whatever and whatnot. The guy last night said I'm playing a leading role, and he thinks he's just a minor character/supporting role. I might be up for a nomination. ha ha ha. ;p
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so I'm listening, staying true to myself. eating food. I feel very very lugubrious now, dragging... and wanting some quiet rest.
peace and good afternoon. happy sunday.
Friday night after great time w/Makka taking in 2nd Friday in Pilsen, Chicago arts district gallery hopping fun (which by the way included going down into a dark basement studio to look at an older man artist's naked woman psychedelic art, dont worry clothes stayed all on and I got 4 free good cigarettes for my kindness), we went to a bar. Nothing too special, other than Alex came with these 2 guys (a story there) who were less than awesome, but very nice I suppose. Just a fun random time. Then! Alex and I end up going back to some guy's place together to do some... illegal... stay up all night, and then eventually sort of sleep all together in his bed. No sex! I swear. But, the guy got my # and already texted me asking me out to dinner. Maybe he sensed the sex.
I had been glowing in joy from meeting the amazing new guy with the beard last weekend, but after some vague texts earlier in the week I made a decision to just call him Saturday and ask him to dinner. And if he seemed hesitant to say "Im not sure either," make it short & bittersweet, then delete his # and try to forget.
Luckily, however, he texted me yesterday before I had a chance to do anything (due to napping off the drugs). Ended up coming over with wine & a movie... a lot of things happened, I guess, but I get along with him so so well. He is great and he says he likes me, too. The decision though is to just be friends. I am just excited to see him again! I really really do like him! :) Peaceful.
It always seems that things happen fast if they're happening at all with me. I have re-made the decision to apply to graduate schools. Give myself a chance, after all. Before I get too comfy doing whatever and whatnot. The guy last night said I'm playing a leading role, and he thinks he's just a minor character/supporting role. I might be up for a nomination. ha ha ha. ;p
.....
so I'm listening, staying true to myself. eating food. I feel very very lugubrious now, dragging... and wanting some quiet rest.
peace and good afternoon. happy sunday.