so im tired.
i feel drained.
i feel incomplete.
i don't know what it is.
one minute, i'm fine..i'm dandy.
the next..just blah.
i think it's just winter, even though it's been incredibly nice lately.
ah well, such is life.
i'm sorry i don't update this thing much, i don't think many people read it any more any way.
so on to the good updates on my life:
-i got into penn state university park. i'm going there in the fall, even though i'll be short a couple of credits, but god bless summer classes.
-me and the boyfriend celebrated one year december 16th..i know it was awhile ago, but still. we're doing great.
-aunt flow came..thank jesus. i was beginning to get worried.
-i like all my classes this semester.
-i got an 83.8 on my first german test. thank god.
-i have the best friends ever.
but with the good comes the bad..
-my great uncle just passed away..really sad. he was in a lot of pain though, which in a sense, makes it dealing with better since he's not longer suffering. bone cancer, organ failure...but he was a great man..a world war two veteran-battle of normandy survivor, also a battle of the buldge survivor, a great father, brother, uncle, and grandfather. i'll miss him.
-my friend lavinia's mother's funeral 3 weeks ago. saddest thing ever since the circumstances it came under. she left this world too soon, and left voluntarily...god it was depressing.
-i have 3 tests this week. blah, i need to study.
-i miss beau :(
tonight i didn't do much.
i went to this guy paul's house with annie and a few of my friends, met up with them there.
it was steve's birthday, always great seeing steve.
last night, i went to tonic.
got cramps.
and went home by 2, after going to angel's.
then played some zoo tycoon.
speaking of, i might do that now...
haha.
i wanna post some pictures...so i am. these are some what old. from my birthday back in october. but they're the only small pictures i have, and i don't feel like resizing any new one's right now. so you'll have to deal. i haven't changed much since then, except my hair isn't that blonde ne more.