My heart still aches...
[I'm so pathetic. I haven't even gotten out of bed all day. I'm so occupied by the thoughts of Yuugi-san, that I'm even crying over him. Do I really feel this way for him?
I need to hurt myself...now. But I made a promise with Yuugi. ...But I can't bear to face him right now. He must really be angry with me.
I claim that I'm not in love with him, and yet I'm worried about him being angry with me. I know that sounds illogical, but at this point, we might not even have a friendship.
I need to talk to someone. A counselor, a priest, or anyone at all. But I'm sure they'll think I'm just nuts and make me take more pills or say it's because I've done something wrong.
I wish Mazaki-san would just shut the fuck up already, though.]
I need to hurt myself...now. But I made a promise with Yuugi. ...But I can't bear to face him right now. He must really be angry with me.
I claim that I'm not in love with him, and yet I'm worried about him being angry with me. I know that sounds illogical, but at this point, we might not even have a friendship.
I need to talk to someone. A counselor, a priest, or anyone at all. But I'm sure they'll think I'm just nuts and make me take more pills or say it's because I've done something wrong.
I wish Mazaki-san would just shut the fuck up already, though.]