everywhere i'm lookin' now, i'm surrounded by your embrace
So, I really can't honestly express into words how wonderful everything is right now. It just feels like everything fell into place exactly when they needed to. I'm so unbelievably proud of myself for all of things I'm doing with my life and how I've just truly, truly found direction. It's a feeling that I don't think I've ever had and I'm so glad that it's happening now.
Law school is a definite (being that I get accepted..), but I really, really want to do it for sure and it's so exciting. I think it's what I'm meant to do. I'm starting to get involved in this Young Americans for Liberty group on campus, which is cool, and this guy whose a Ramapo alum told me about this Leadership school at Rutgers; it's $30 for two days (housing and food included) and it's all about political strategy and PR regarding college students and such, it's super exciting and it's directed towards conservatives, which is the best. It's the weekend before my birthday so that should be awesome. I'm hoping to meet really great people. We shall see, as always.
Adam and I are great, I just really really miss him so much.
I'm starting to realize some things about people around here. I thought Andrew was one of my best friends at Ramapo, but I'm realizing that he's not and that he's selfish and will screw me over in a heartbeat to get what he wants. But I mean, that's life I suppose. I'm not gonna lose my mind over it; I just won't be as willing to help him as I've always been. Jes and I are getting really close though, and she's probably the best friend I have here. We're so much alike and we see people the same way and I'm really glad about that. I'm just not taking anything too seriously anymore; I'm gonna do great things in the future and the people who are with me the whole way are the only ones that matter.
I still have really great friends at home and I'm really thankful for them. And for Adam and my family. Things are great.
Dashboard Confessional concert is coming up and I'm SO excited about that. Ann Coulter is coming a few days after that. Going to the city tomorrow for a Communication seminar; it should be awesome. Adam should be coming on Thursday night. Then home for Easter. Excited for life.
Until next time..
Law school is a definite (being that I get accepted..), but I really, really want to do it for sure and it's so exciting. I think it's what I'm meant to do. I'm starting to get involved in this Young Americans for Liberty group on campus, which is cool, and this guy whose a Ramapo alum told me about this Leadership school at Rutgers; it's $30 for two days (housing and food included) and it's all about political strategy and PR regarding college students and such, it's super exciting and it's directed towards conservatives, which is the best. It's the weekend before my birthday so that should be awesome. I'm hoping to meet really great people. We shall see, as always.
Adam and I are great, I just really really miss him so much.
I'm starting to realize some things about people around here. I thought Andrew was one of my best friends at Ramapo, but I'm realizing that he's not and that he's selfish and will screw me over in a heartbeat to get what he wants. But I mean, that's life I suppose. I'm not gonna lose my mind over it; I just won't be as willing to help him as I've always been. Jes and I are getting really close though, and she's probably the best friend I have here. We're so much alike and we see people the same way and I'm really glad about that. I'm just not taking anything too seriously anymore; I'm gonna do great things in the future and the people who are with me the whole way are the only ones that matter.
I still have really great friends at home and I'm really thankful for them. And for Adam and my family. Things are great.
Dashboard Confessional concert is coming up and I'm SO excited about that. Ann Coulter is coming a few days after that. Going to the city tomorrow for a Communication seminar; it should be awesome. Adam should be coming on Thursday night. Then home for Easter. Excited for life.
Until next time..