mexico...
this picture shows it all...
i left my heart down in mexico... this is my nino named Jose Armondo
the week was awesome im just now not feeling sick to my stomach constantly...
i spoiled this kid, i have so much and what does he have? i struggle with thinking about who the lucky one is...
i just paid for all my books and art supplies for college today.. will he make it to college? will he want to learn? will he know Christ? did i impact his life anywhere close to the amount he impacted mine??? i fell in love with a 4 year old child... i cant lie and say that i dont miss him... he deserves so much more than he has... he deserves love...
this 4 year old by changed my life, he chaged my thinking... he is greatful... for nothing... he needs a mom, my mind is steadily drawn back to our times together when i look at our pictures together... it's weird, i remember every moment we had together, he showed me love... it all started with us matching our name tags, we had drum sets... i dont believe in coinsedences or luck... i will see Jose once again...
My Life is Altered