May 05, 2005 10:06
man im so ready to get out of school, just to start summer and relax my life away....
things are getting a lil frustrating if you know what i mean! haha
i kinda am just enjoying life right now... im not letting the stress of the fact that i may not be graduating bug me... i know ill be just fine and ill do my best to save my butt one last time....
i have found that it is hard to focus sometimes
you blow me away with just a smile
its really hard to explain where im at in life right now, its like i have seriously 10000000000 things on my mind and i cant seem to find the right words to describe it.
right now i am struggling with things that are my own fault... its just a constant reminding myself of truth... once i have a thought in my head that shouldnt be there i have to remind myself of the truth, and honestly its old and im tired of dealing with it, and i honestly cant wait unitl my head is straight again.... QUIT BEING SO DAMN ENTICING!!!! (frustrated for a moment)
over all life is about a 7 right now... im just ready for change...
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