home from being drenched
going to the beach for the last time surprisingly wasnt too difficult...to be honest parts of it made me glad it was my last year... im not quite sure if its spiritual maturity or just apathy....but something made it a little easy- the lessons didnt convict the crao out of me, and my attitude overall was good... im not sure if ill every be back there all i know is that Myrtle Beach will always be the one place i know God met me....
i got to see you every day for nine days straight...i got acustomed to waking up and seeing your smiling face in all of its knappy haired, no make up, and glasses on beauty...u looked your best when you first woke up... something in me didnt want to step off the bus today because that meant we had to enter into this time... the time when theings are back to the same normal routine....but things arent in the same normal routine are they? u have a new job, one that will prohibit you from joyfully intertupting me at work just so we can see each other... you have Showtime for 2 weeks which will burden our time together.....
but
i am so happy for you...you get to persue your dream and actually have a real job now...things in Myrtle Beach just clicked- everyday when i would see it, it was like it gave me a new reason to be thankful for you.... i have never falt this and this upcoming time scares me...we are no longer in the easy staged of this relationship, were starting our tests and baby id rather go through this time with no body else but you... thank you for the encouragements, to always put a smile on my face to show me things about thei life and God i didnt know before....you truly are incredible....
all i want is 5 minutes hahaha
My Life is Altered
i got to see you every day for nine days straight...i got acustomed to waking up and seeing your smiling face in all of its knappy haired, no make up, and glasses on beauty...u looked your best when you first woke up... something in me didnt want to step off the bus today because that meant we had to enter into this time... the time when theings are back to the same normal routine....but things arent in the same normal routine are they? u have a new job, one that will prohibit you from joyfully intertupting me at work just so we can see each other... you have Showtime for 2 weeks which will burden our time together.....
but
i am so happy for you...you get to persue your dream and actually have a real job now...things in Myrtle Beach just clicked- everyday when i would see it, it was like it gave me a new reason to be thankful for you.... i have never falt this and this upcoming time scares me...we are no longer in the easy staged of this relationship, were starting our tests and baby id rather go through this time with no body else but you... thank you for the encouragements, to always put a smile on my face to show me things about thei life and God i didnt know before....you truly are incredible....
all i want is 5 minutes hahaha
My Life is Altered