some things just get old...
first off i have decided im not going to start this entry complaining....
"Father, you have given me so much, the times that i have with my friends are such a blessing from you, thank you. the fact that i have a vehicle that actually run decent, for the most part, is such a blessing, the fact that i have money sometimes is a blessing from you... i honestly have been letting you down with me talk, work ethic, thoughts, acts..... and im sorry. i cant take it back, but i can change the future... i will fall, i will fail..i know this but im not going give up...allow me to see you....allow me to know you...ive been with you for almost 5 years and still dont know you well enough..."
im tired of routine...school is lame and i have come to the conclusion i should have tried harder...on the contrary i have had an amazing highschool life...i really had a blast have about a billion stories to tell about it...spring break is coming and im ready for it, no school for like 9 days sounds realy good right now...
in highschool i tried sports, it got old, i tried doing music in the school band, it got old, i tried art and its old, i tried changing styles, it got old, clothes dont make this man, im taking my gauges out cuz its old.... im tired of big holes right now....ill probably do it again, but not now...im tired of things that have been the same for a while, the only thing thats going to help me make it thru is change......change
im going to highland next year because i didnt do good enough for Trinity Western... thats ok i dont have the money for it anyways but... highland? up until yesterday this was a problem... i loathed the idea.. but im going to look at it as an oppertunity....an open door for ministry.. and im ready for it-im ready fot it...
i have run out of thoughts right now cuz im really tired.
My Life is Altered
"Father, you have given me so much, the times that i have with my friends are such a blessing from you, thank you. the fact that i have a vehicle that actually run decent, for the most part, is such a blessing, the fact that i have money sometimes is a blessing from you... i honestly have been letting you down with me talk, work ethic, thoughts, acts..... and im sorry. i cant take it back, but i can change the future... i will fall, i will fail..i know this but im not going give up...allow me to see you....allow me to know you...ive been with you for almost 5 years and still dont know you well enough..."
im tired of routine...school is lame and i have come to the conclusion i should have tried harder...on the contrary i have had an amazing highschool life...i really had a blast have about a billion stories to tell about it...spring break is coming and im ready for it, no school for like 9 days sounds realy good right now...
in highschool i tried sports, it got old, i tried doing music in the school band, it got old, i tried art and its old, i tried changing styles, it got old, clothes dont make this man, im taking my gauges out cuz its old.... im tired of big holes right now....ill probably do it again, but not now...im tired of things that have been the same for a while, the only thing thats going to help me make it thru is change......change
im going to highland next year because i didnt do good enough for Trinity Western... thats ok i dont have the money for it anyways but... highland? up until yesterday this was a problem... i loathed the idea.. but im going to look at it as an oppertunity....an open door for ministry.. and im ready for it-im ready fot it...
i have run out of thoughts right now cuz im really tired.
My Life is Altered