funny how this applies to my life perfectly right now...

[imtough]

"Still Waiting For The Punchline"

i want to find the water
that will wash this whole damned slate clean
break down
break up
we sleep in what we create
right now i'm living so much hate
right here my sin's have all been paid to you your friends
and for your sake
i feel dirty and so depraved
my knees have bled to hold you here but now i've lost the taste
for lies force fed as time well spent
and if another angel says just grin and bear it
i might be forced to smash his head against the wall and never sin again against myself or trust in anyone
write me off for suffering it's a joke
i give up

oooh lordy. how am i going to get over this?