WHAT THE....??!?!

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MY EYEBALLS HURT SO BAD. I WANT TO CLOSE THEM. BUT IM SICK OF BEING SICK AND SAD.
I WANT MY LOVER BACK. KNOWING I CANNOT HAVE HIM RIGHT NOW KILLS ME.
KNOWING THAT HE FEELS CRUSHED CRUSHES ME.
I DO NOT WANT TO ACCEPT THE TRUTH.
THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME SANE IS KNOWING I WILL HAVE HIM BACK AGAIN. SOMEDAY.
IN A WEIRD WAY, I HAVE SO MUCH RESPECT FOR HIM BREAKING IT OFF. I NEVER WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO DO IT.
BECAUSE I MADE A PROMISE. I TOLD YOU ID NEVER HURT YOU AGAIN.
I WAS ALWAYS SO SURE YOU'D NEVER HURT ME.
BUT I KNOW THIS IS FOR THE BETTER. FOR THE FUTURE.
SOMETIMES, LIFE SUCKS. AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT TO UNSUCK.
HE IS MY BEST FRIEND. IM SO CONFUSED.
I HAVE TO REMEMBER THINGS WILL GET BETTER.

JUST TO BOTH BE PATIENT.
THINGS WILL UNVAIL IN TIME.
ONE THINGS FOR SURE, THESE LESSONS SHOULD NOT BE IGNORED.