thinking makes for bad times

[imthepanda4]

wow i just kind of realized how much i have changed over the years, and it was all for the better, i cant belive i was able to pull my self out of the self made hole that was my life and almost theoredicly start over again. isnt it strange how looking back on a situation you sumtimes find your self wondering, how and why? yet you know deep down inside all the answeres. i hate looking back tho, it hurts to see all the things i had to TRY and overcome and some are still touchy and hurt me all the time so looking back just freshins the picture i draw of the situation. wow that lil thing i just said there depressed me..hmmm i think i might go now, but this is a journal so i said what i was thinkin and now im dun....pointless maybe but keep this in mind all the time.. everything happens for a reason, and growing is the only productive thing to ever come out of bad situations...........yup pritty much

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Peace and Love:

Mike