I just dont know anymore
I just wish I could be a little kid again... too much shit.. sometimes i feel like everything is faling apart.. and its all my fault.. im so disppointed in myself.. something is going on with my mom and she wont tell me and i was talking to my aunt and she said it isnt me but she is taking it all out on me.. my aunt said it wasnt her place to tell me, which is understanding.. but why me?
I just know i miss pemberton so much.. i miss all my friends the ppl just ptown in general.. i miss all the stuff i was involved in.. my whole life i just wanted to fit in a be happy.. and finally i was but with all that came all the negatives that i went through (some of you know the situations).. and i gave all that up and right now i kinda feel like it was for well.. nothing..
I just know i miss pemberton so much.. i miss all my friends the ppl just ptown in general.. i miss all the stuff i was involved in.. my whole life i just wanted to fit in a be happy.. and finally i was but with all that came all the negatives that i went through (some of you know the situations).. and i gave all that up and right now i kinda feel like it was for well.. nothing..