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today i walked to get the mail and there was a gathering of teen hoodlums playing music and acting cool in the parking lot by our pool and i thought to myself; I'm so happy to be 24.
Life just keeps getting better. I haven't had to face anything terrible emotionally traumatizing or stressful in many many months... I'm a very fit and healthy young woman. I overcame my knee injury and am happy to practice yoga about 4 times a week, and climb another 1-2 days a week.
Curtis and I are going to joes valley in a few days and im sooo psyched to see whats out there! the guidebook says everything is ** and *** so i can't wait to get on some harder classic stuff for me. Really want to send my first v3.. Speaking of!! Curtis sent his first 2 v11's last week and sent another today!
I really should start keeping track of my climbs. but i'm alway so meticulous in life, i kind of like having something that i just DO, and dont try to record to the dot.
Our lease is up here with jack in september and i spent a while tonight looking at different complexes for us to look at, and have narrowed it down to 4 places! we're both SO excited
I'm going to be cocktailing at Tao Beach this summer and with Curtis raking in what he is as spotlight director at David Copperfield, we're going to be sitting pretty at the end of this summer.
I've grown into someone I love and respect so much. I'm so proud of myself for the life i'm living. What a wonderful relationship I'm in, I just reread some of those old entries and couldnt even finish a lot of them. I was such a fool to think the way I did for so long. I should have given up 2 months in when I realized he was never going to ask me to be his girlfriend. Oh hello, commitment issue red FLAG #1! haha
And the fact that after we broke up I was informed that he was indeed cheating on his girlfriend with me, and vice versa for a long time. Fucking Idiot.
As I sit here with my Baby Z tucked in next to me, I smile, and I'm happy. What a blessing to have such a beautiful stable man by my side. All I ever wanted in my life is true happiness and LOVE. Who gets that by 24? Someone I've known for so long too and have so many pre-relationship stories and memories with. What magic. Someone who can't wait to get home and see me and kiss me and hold and hug me. It's so great to be on the receiving end for once. His excitement never quavers and its not weird for me to tell him really gushy things about how I feel about him or us or the future that we've started planning for ourselves. We're quite the pair. 2 peas in a pod, opposites in some ways, twins in others. How cool, the way 2 people can complete each other. Who can say that they're literally left wanting NOTHING in their relationship. It's still so fresh and I love that. Although I wouldnt mind if he initiated a bit more of the cleaning. He's so good at never having an attitude when I ask him to do anything but he wont do it unless I ask! Haha, if thats the amount of my woes, I'll live with them :]
Life just keeps getting better. I haven't had to face anything terrible emotionally traumatizing or stressful in many many months... I'm a very fit and healthy young woman. I overcame my knee injury and am happy to practice yoga about 4 times a week, and climb another 1-2 days a week.
Curtis and I are going to joes valley in a few days and im sooo psyched to see whats out there! the guidebook says everything is ** and *** so i can't wait to get on some harder classic stuff for me. Really want to send my first v3.. Speaking of!! Curtis sent his first 2 v11's last week and sent another today!
I really should start keeping track of my climbs. but i'm alway so meticulous in life, i kind of like having something that i just DO, and dont try to record to the dot.
Our lease is up here with jack in september and i spent a while tonight looking at different complexes for us to look at, and have narrowed it down to 4 places! we're both SO excited
I'm going to be cocktailing at Tao Beach this summer and with Curtis raking in what he is as spotlight director at David Copperfield, we're going to be sitting pretty at the end of this summer.
I've grown into someone I love and respect so much. I'm so proud of myself for the life i'm living. What a wonderful relationship I'm in, I just reread some of those old entries and couldnt even finish a lot of them. I was such a fool to think the way I did for so long. I should have given up 2 months in when I realized he was never going to ask me to be his girlfriend. Oh hello, commitment issue red FLAG #1! haha
And the fact that after we broke up I was informed that he was indeed cheating on his girlfriend with me, and vice versa for a long time. Fucking Idiot.
As I sit here with my Baby Z tucked in next to me, I smile, and I'm happy. What a blessing to have such a beautiful stable man by my side. All I ever wanted in my life is true happiness and LOVE. Who gets that by 24? Someone I've known for so long too and have so many pre-relationship stories and memories with. What magic. Someone who can't wait to get home and see me and kiss me and hold and hug me. It's so great to be on the receiving end for once. His excitement never quavers and its not weird for me to tell him really gushy things about how I feel about him or us or the future that we've started planning for ourselves. We're quite the pair. 2 peas in a pod, opposites in some ways, twins in others. How cool, the way 2 people can complete each other. Who can say that they're literally left wanting NOTHING in their relationship. It's still so fresh and I love that. Although I wouldnt mind if he initiated a bit more of the cleaning. He's so good at never having an attitude when I ask him to do anything but he wont do it unless I ask! Haha, if thats the amount of my woes, I'll live with them :]