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i might as well update while the night is still fresh in my mind. SO i was mad and stressed cuz my siblings were going at it so i just got on the computer to be isolated and Jose IMs me relatively early. it was around 7:30 maybe. so were both bored and got nothin to do so he says we should hang out. =) and he was serious too lol. we went to fashion and i was late of course cuz i went in the wrong parking structures. im sorry again. i got there and i was all smiley cuz i was excited to see him so i gave him a lil hug n all. this is pretty much the first time we've really talked like face to face besides coldstone but i think it went pretty well actually for it being the first time. There were a couple moments of silence but thats normal. So we walked around, went to sephora to look at this ugly penis bottle then turn around and left lol. i was a little self conscious tho cuz the whole time im in my uniform. It was like 9:00 on a wednesday night at fashion and i was in my uniform...ya, but anyways....so we kept walking and just making a little small talk and laughing and stuff. Then we went to the food court just to sit and talk---i promise ill go bowling with you as long as im not in my uniform---but ya, we sat and talked from 9:15 to 11:25 and i remember cuz i looked at my watch. we didnt discuss anything major or really in depth. it was more of a "this is who i am" kinda thing and all that. we talked about school, i showed him the pics of my friends i had, my school IDs....he talked about college life and his siblings, his growing up,taryn,etc. i dunno it was great tho. hes a really really nice guy =) and very clean lol <3 Jose u have the cutest most bestest smile ever. like seriously i love your smile. it was a great way to spend the night. i love just sitting and talkin to people. and i wasnt bored with you. usually in those senarios things get boring but i was very interested in what you had to say. so next time we can hang out and go bowling or something so u can laugh at how bad i suck lol. Back to the story....so then i went over my curfew. i was supposed to be home at 10:30, called my mom at 11:00, was then supposed to be home at 11:15 and didnt get home til 11:40. and no Jose i didnt say it was ur fault. she took it lightly =)lol so he walked me to my ugly little car and then we hugged and said good bye. smiles all the way home just thinkin about what happened and as i was also listening to good charloette lol or however u spell it. so um ya...i guess ill see u later Jose =) i had a good time. have a good thanksgiving <3 its 12:24 so im off to bed. byebye!!