Things Ive learned in life!
Soooo as I sit at work in stare out the window or stare into a wall all I have time to do is think about shit. Well today I was thinking bout lots of things but 1 being the main thing...People have constantly came in and out of my life and Ive decided that its silly to think that a friend or aquaintences will b forever. Friends have came and went from my life and even the truest ones Ive had have gone away whether by choice or not. Billy n Gina both left me not by choice Gina moved onto a way more wonderful place then where were all at, n Billy went to defend out country. I have known sooo many ppl in my life n have said to soo many of them that I would never leave their side n more then likely I never did leave their side but they chose to leave mine. Yea they have all effected my life in some way or another n I guess thats just what they came into my life for was to effect it n teach me sumthin n then leave. Its funny the way things work n although I may never understand them I must accept them. I have lost touch w many ppl that I cared deeply about but thats life right??? Its not fair but is anything? I have ppl now that I call my friends n of course I sit and think yea Im goin to keep in touch w them forever, but more then likely some way or another they too will leave my life. I think I know of one person that I know will faithfully stay next to my side unless of course I fuck up. To all the people that have been a part of my life n effected it in one way or another I am grateful, do I hate u for leaveing me?....maybe depends on who u r, but I do know that I thank you for wutever part in my life u took! I guess for the rest of my life I will watch people come in and out of my life and its just something I have to live with. Yeaaaa sooo those were my thoughts today at work...my job sux real bad u do nothing but dial #s on a phone so there for it gives u ALL the time in the world to think n contemplate things....BAH! <3 EM