My thoughts...
Here's my thought for the day...Im going on 21 years old and have been thru so much in my life. Ive been thru love, Ive had my heart broken, Ive lost a buncha friends, not only from being dicked a whole lot, but from death (2 friends dead n Im only 20). Ive cryed and Ive laughed, Ive been down n Ive been up. Ive had my share of relationships and friendships and after all of them I always go back to the who love me unconditionally and been one of my truest friends and we all know who that is..My RY <3. Ive always thought u were spose to put ur all into friendships, but Ive found out that gets u no where but shitted on and by putting my all into sum friendships I forgot what was suppose to b most important to me. Ive realized that its not what we call "friends" that are always going to b there. Now Ive totally went off the track of my actual tought. :) Today I have decided its time for me to grow up. Ive done the drugs, Ive drank the alcohol, Ive done the partying and now Im tired of all that. Im ready for the happy home Ive always wanted. I mean sure Ill still have a good time sometimes and drink every once in awhile, but Im not a teenager nemore and I fucked up a awesome relationship once and broke a awesome persons heart moe then once cause I was too busy trying to b a teenager, made the biggest mistakes of my life trying to b a teenager. Today I make the one person in my life thats going to always love me unconditionally most important to me. I cant let my friends n silly things run my life. Im ready to start accepting responsibility and taking control of my life. I will always carry my memories and the people I once called my "friends" in my heart and continue to keep contact w the ones who show they care and can accept me for who I am and what Im doing. Ive just decided its time for me to grow up a little bit and stop making mistakes......