So here we are.

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Dang, whenever I get the urge to write something it's always when Im sad. Im not really sad it's just hard. Hard and wierd. And I finally got to see my friend. And it's almost been a year and it was so refreshing. I could'nt belive it. My girl. When she first walked through the door I stayed back for a minute 'cos i just couldn't belive it. I can't belive she's having a baby. I can't belive she has a belly and I can't belive that this is the first and last time I get to see her in a while. I knew that right then I wouldn't be able to keep myself together. I didn't want it to be so mushy but it was. I could'nt help myself. It seemed as nothing has changed. And it hasn't. Our sorounding's have changed but we haven't. I love this girl. Having a babyshower for her was so worth everything. Im just so happy that we were able to do it for her. And we took pictures and things will be O.k.

We all haven't been together in years. Not all at once. I have to say in shit..4?!? It took four years and Sarah getting knocked up and flying across the damned country to bring the four of us together. And everyone has babies except me. Hahaha. Married and babies and I don't think I'm going to join the club for a couple more years. I love my friends and Im so glad that we were able to get together. I loved this weekend and thanks for always being so good to me. And making me an Auntie to 2, and soon to be 3, 4 and 5. Now everyones gone back and I don't think we will be back together anytime soon. I truly treasured the love and the time we spent together.
My love's.. my friends..