a slit of the wrist

[imsuchateaze]

Drip drip there it gose off my wrists down to my toes.
Blood spalters and hits the ground but yet i stand there not making a sound.
Silence surrounds me along with fears the very same fears that fill my black tears.
Where were you? my soulder is gone? I geuss i was alone all a long.
The dream is over as the nightmare begins and i shall see my mortal sins.
If you cant see my shine is gone the glimmer in my eyes has bin dead all along.
My soul weeps inside and wants to cry out and yet I silence it at every shout.
"please child let my cry i beg of you i shall not lie.
you need to do this you know you must for if you dont you will bust"
I avoid my heart telling me things i dont want to hear for my hearts so sad even it crys tears.
But unlike mine these tears a red ones so dark i wish i was dead.
My heart it holds the pain i feel the pain i try to keep concield.
will i ever let it out ill never know but hopefull you will help me to let it show.
Your the only one who can help me for you i dropped the knife for you id do anythin cause your in my life.