its all over rated
my days are all the same routine.
wake up 630 am
go to school ( usually late)
feel over whelmed with school work
and a lack of best friends
get out of school 205
go to work 415
bust my ass
deal with degrating looks
get off work 1130/1200
go home
pretend to care about things
climb in bed 1230/100 am
wish i could stay there forever
yeah thats what my life has pretty much connsisted of since school started.
i hate it. all of it. just wish summer was back. <3 summer only time when things were half way right. only time when i had the best friends and actual time for them. only time my better half and i would sing our hearts out in the car with the windows rolled down (b/c there was no ac) to fall out boy or tbs.
only time when i had a moment to myself. to do as i please. paint my toes. lay out in the sun. and just be content. i love my best friends dearly, i am pretty sure they love me too. but they have just grown so close. with out me. and i guess its really my fault. but it sux. it all sux. but COME WHAT MAY... its just high school right? just a step in life? i mean i cant feel this way forever.. ill eventually have that one friend forever right? i have never felt this needy ever. like i look around and i feel like everyone has that one bff but me.
high school is so over rated. the kids here are over rated. was i this over rated. am i this over rated? will i be over rated? but on later news in my life dun dunda da dun!! like its that exciting...
.got a ticket for going 52 in a 35.
.worked.
.had a birthday.
.went to myrtle beach.
.gambled.
. haha lost.
.felt over rated.
felt under rated.
.agreed to go with chris castro to ring dance.
.awww.
but yeah thats my thought and feelings for right now. prolly not that impertant but they are for me.