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Hey
It hasn't been that much better. I guess keeping myself busy distracts me from anything negative that I don't want to think about right now. I started writing in a Xanga now too. I really need a job. Well, job = money, it's the money I need. GOD I need a cigarette, but shit, I have to quit smoking. I haven't done any drugs for a long time, like 4-5 months. I like being sober. I drank a little bit of beer a couple nights ago, meh, nothing huge. It was fun. Do you ever wonder how many people think you're a total retard?
Hm.
wonder if that's weird...
It hasn't been that much better. I guess keeping myself busy distracts me from anything negative that I don't want to think about right now. I started writing in a Xanga now too. I really need a job. Well, job = money, it's the money I need. GOD I need a cigarette, but shit, I have to quit smoking. I haven't done any drugs for a long time, like 4-5 months. I like being sober. I drank a little bit of beer a couple nights ago, meh, nothing huge. It was fun. Do you ever wonder how many people think you're a total retard?
Hm.
wonder if that's weird...