May 12, 2006 15:08
all i can say, is that the only person responsible for your own well being is you.
it is sad to see my friend take back everything she said she needed for herself just because someone couldn't take care of themselves.
it is sad to see her beg and pleed and recant what she said.
i am filled with hate. i am filled with rage.
it is the ultimate act of manipulation. if that girl is dead than she is manipulating people from her grave and that is fucked up.
yes people need help, use we need to be there for them, but if they aren't there for themselves than we are just going to get tired, and we are just going to join them in there unhappiness.
maybe i am cold. maybe i am distant, maybe i am selfish.
i am just mad, i am mad and scared.
i hate. i hate. i hate.
i don't feel sorry. i don't feel bad. i don't feel the need to coddle anyone.
if you jump off a bridge...you didn't care enough about yourself for me to give you a second thought.