ablative of manda
I always say I'm going to eat healthier, I always say I'm going to start working out again, I always say I'm going to practice piano and guitar, I always say I'm going to hang out with kaka and rachet, I always say I'm going to hang out with dan the man, I always say I'm going to get better grades in school
and I'm still "going to"
I will.. NO I am
I told shaws I can work LESS than 20 hours a week. This week I have 30 hours but on thursday the new schedules go up and hopefully I will have like barely any hours and I'll be able to have a life again.
I can spend more time with the people I love and more time on school work
I really don't know what I'm doing with my life. It may look like I have everything together but I really don't. What's important is I know I'm doing something. My predictions are that I will become:
A. An OT (occupational therapist)
B. An EMT/ paramedic
or C. A Taxi driver
all perfectly respectable
I feel like I need to dress nicer. And look more presentable. I don't want to start being overly conscious of my looks, but I could look better.
My hair has been yucky orangey/ blonde in one spot for a while and I'm dying it purple right now.. the dye's been in for quite a bit so I should go wash it out now.
I love you guys, kaka I will call you because I love and need to pee my pants some, tim i'll see you tomorrow most likely, everyone else thanks for reading this