hey guys thought i would get on live journal surprise!

Dec 27, 2005 09:40

_Subject1-Today I am at my grandmas work right now at this very moment. Depresed because their computers wo'nt let me on AIM ,but yet it will let me on myspace of all places and live journal lol..
_Subjuect 3-But Anyways I dontknow what has gotten into me since i have no life anymore and im layed up on the couch with my broken ankle and all i do is watch movies ive really been wanting to write so i think im going to start writing in this thing more often and start like wrting stories for like contests cause i like to write and yeah its kinda somehting im good at but not poetry like a short story kinda thing.
_Subject 3-So over break many of you may know this many of you may not I had gotten surgery on my ankle and it fuking sucks i hvae no life any more and ill i cna think about now is bad things like dirty things on my mind no i dont mean sex i mean like drugs and alchohol like i want to drink....but then i think about the side affects ...not the side affects your thinking of like getting drunk or wasted i mean like my mom when she goes crazy and has her mad moments and wants to did own me as in us me and my brother us her kids! yeah sad i kno...well life must go on.
_Subject 4-So Christmas when i was little was rather grand and rather whimsicle now that im older it sucks.i wish i still Believed in Santa..haha...it just kinda ruins all the fun now well actually this christmas this year my mom and grandma were just plain our broke no joke so i just got a few shirts and little stuff in my stocking like braclets & polish and lip gloss so if you ask me im rather thankful and it made me pray . for christmas i told my mom i didnt want anything and what did she do she got me something but what ever.
_Subject 5-So who ever is reading this you pry think yeah im going CRAZY and i have NO LIFE cause this is the L O N G E S T entry you've ever read so sorry. but this is my life. and welcome. but i cant help it.i miss working out. i miss dance. i miss having true friends. i miss dance. and the usual i need a boyfriend.

signed,
demi
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