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Alright, after tonight's little experiment I think I am capable of my new resolution, No more emotional attachments are forming, everyone is becoming a fucking tool, or plaything, or the like to me that I haven't already got some connection to. Even some of my already established attachments are going to be removed or weekend. My shields are up, and I am not coming out for awhile. So fuck you world I'm done crying, and I am done caring, and I guess you also fucking won world because I am basically giving up all my ideals. Oh and everyone else if I have told you in the past I am against it, I don't believe in it, etc. etc. all those statements are cleared away and now open for consideration. This includes my views on alcohol, drugs, sex, manipulation, respect, racism, or whatever other fucking moral I have expressed in the past is at least some what open to change. Well that is all for now good fucking night.