To the point of explosion...

[imsoouttamymind]

GRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

I -HATE- ALL THIS SO MUCH!

I -HATE- CARING!

I -HATE- NOT KNOWING!

BUT I -HATE- WANTING TO KNOW THE OUTCOME!

I -HATE- LISTENING TO EVERYONE SPEAK TO ME LIKE I MEAN NOTHING!

I -HATE- THE WAY YOU ALL SMILE AND SAY EVERYTHINGS FINE WHEN ITS NOT!

I -HATE- THE WAY THAT EVERYONE THINKS EVERYTHING HAS TO GET BETTER!

I -HATE- HOW EVERYONE SUGAR-COATS EVERYTHING!

I -HATE- THE WAY YOU STARE AT ME!

JUST STOP!

IVE BEEN TO THE EDGE OF SANITY... BEEN SO CLOSE THAT I ToSSED A ROCK OVER THE EDGE TO SEE HOW FAR THE PLUNGE WAS!

IVE BEEN TO THE DEPTHS OF DESPAIR AND DUG A HOLE DEEPER AND WOVE A LADDER OUT.

IVE LISTENED TO PEOPLE DEFILE ME, JIBE ME, AND HURT ME.

IVE HELD MY HEAD HIGH AND TAKEN IT... BUT I WONT ANY LONGER.

THIS IS IT.

THIS IS ME TAKING THE PLUNGE.

-I-

-DONT-

-CARE-

-ANYMORE-