Dec 18, 2004 18:53
just got off the phone.... guess who??
Josh's friend....
yesterday Josh called me again... and I treated him like crap...
he was all like "Ill cut myself wide open if u dont go out with me!"
and idiot me? "go ahead... I dont care... youre a jerk and a phsyco and I NEVER wanna talk to you again..."
why do I always get the crazy guys?!?
well..... he wasnt kidding..
hes in the hospital... massive blood loss or something... cuts all over his wrists and ankles...
the worse part? I said I wouldnt care and all that....but I do... I dont know why...
I guess cuz hes still my friend.. and I cant help but feel like I did it somehow... u know??
what should I do??
argh I hate this.....
Quote of the Day:
Tara: you need a tshirt that says "STALK ME PLEASE"
^haha... not funny.....