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I am SO ready for a fresh start. The thought of getting out of here and starting a new life somewhere else for graduate school is sounding more and more appealing by the day. Thinking about leaving my parents and brother behind makes me want to cry, but lately I've felt that besides them, I have no ties here. I'd give anything to find a few good friends that I can count on. I have a LOT of acquaintances, have a great social life, and honestly I think I know more people than just about anyone I know....but VERY few of them are true friends. I would do anything for my friends, but it is rarely reciprocated.
I enjoy the "going out" scene, but some people take it too far. I'm so tired of seeing my friends make dumbass decisions. I try to give advice and help steer them the other way, but then I'm a bitch for saying something. Honestly, if I didn't care about them, I'd let them fuck the guy the sleeps with a million girls a week...or I'd let them drive insanely drunk. But since I care, I actually take the time to try to talk some sense into them. I'm just ready to move on and be around people with maturity levels higher than that of a 12 year old.
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I enjoy the "going out" scene, but some people take it too far. I'm so tired of seeing my friends make dumbass decisions. I try to give advice and help steer them the other way, but then I'm a bitch for saying something. Honestly, if I didn't care about them, I'd let them fuck the guy the sleeps with a million girls a week...or I'd let them drive insanely drunk. But since I care, I actually take the time to try to talk some sense into them. I'm just ready to move on and be around people with maturity levels higher than that of a 12 year old.
//end rant.