Feb 02, 2005 09:19
hello everybody well i'm sitting in drawing again doing absolutely nothing. I drew something like twenty minutes ago and it sucked so i gave up. Hmm i miss queen creek so much. if i was at queen creek i would probably be done with like two classes. Mainly i just miss my friends though i swear at queen creek i had the coolest friends. But then again their were alot of douche bags there. Especially all the fashionable "scene kids" but then agai i'm sitting next to one. Mainly i misslunch with james, jose, and ben. Probably the best time of my life. Well i still don't ave a job it's depressing, i've been employed since i was 15. Now that i don't have a job i feel weird becuase i don't have any money. Well last night was cool i went over to amandas house after school and stayed there till around nine. I really do love her, and her parents really like me so it's awesome. They made me grilled steak and shrimp, it was so freaking good. I just wish i knew what was going to happen after april.My whole life is going to change and there is nothing i can do about it. All i know now is that i need a full time job so i may be able to get my own place after i graduate. I hope things with my friends don't change after graduation,i'm sure they won't i have great friends. Soon enough i will see though. April is only two months away. I have this strange depression kind of hanging over me, like something is going to happen but it's probably nothing. I'm the happiest i've been in a long time. But as life tends to do everything will change and probably not for the better. Well i've been on here for far too long so now it's time for me to get ready for painting. Have a great day everyone.