my head is so fucked?
today i saw a picture that reminded me of someone. who i thought didn't matter anymore becuase my time with that person was short and pointless. i was so wrong, so many memories flooded back to me and it hurt so bad just to think about them again. i miss that person and i don't know why for all the things they did i should hate them. yet i don't, my emotions have stayed exactly the same since they left my life. why are my emotions so easily tarnished. why am i so easily hurt. Maybe it was just that one person who hurt me the most. Maybe anyone could do that to me. I don't know but i can't figure it out and when you can't control your own feelings that's when it gets hard. I just wish i could forget that summer and just go on with my life and forget that she ever existed. but i can't it's funny how the bad memories always overtake the good ones. Right now i can't think of any good memories i know they are there but i can't find them. I wish i was young again when things were so much simpler and i was ignorant to all the bad things in life. I hope no body knows who i am talking about but understand my emotions and can help me make sense of all this.