When did this lose all of it's meaning?
I've run out of things to say, and i'm pretty sure i've run out of options as well. There are no magic words that can fix this, although i wish there were. This all feels like a giant nightmare, but the pain is most definitely real. That being said, I can't sit idly by and not put up a fight to keep this. It's more important to me than words or even some silly little journal can describe. This is about me, my future, and my everything. As much as I hate to admit it, nobody can relate, and i'm completely on my own this time. It's times like this that I wish I could see into the future. I wanna be numb to this, if only for a few hours.
that will be all
that will be all