Death better be easy//
Death better be easy...
Current mood: crappy
...cuz life sure is hard.
I'm so sick of everything.
I want to be a kid and live a normal life. One that does not include worrying about this medical problem, or that medical problem every five fucking minutes of my life.
I stayed home from school today because I just didn't have the strength to get out of bed. I hardly ever do anymore. Some days it's just easier to push myself than others.
I thinkI may have lost the best thing that could have ever happened to me.
I love how eveyone talks about every behind their backs. I'd love to say it's the beauty of being a teenager, but my family assures me it will never change.
I love Christmas and this was suppose to be the best one yet. Psh, who was I kidding. But it's Christmas, and thanks to Travis I get a real tree again this year. Thank goodness. I love Christmas and I'm going to make the best of it. And in the end, it will be the best Christmas ever.
I hate broken relationships. I hate feeling likke I'm losing my best friend. Or any friend. And that's all I feel anymore. I kinda sorts hate myself at times.
Enough of my whiny. I'll be on my way now.
Have a wonderful day to everyone, who I'm sure won't read this. Lol.
Love ♥
Current mood: crappy
...cuz life sure is hard.
I'm so sick of everything.
I want to be a kid and live a normal life. One that does not include worrying about this medical problem, or that medical problem every five fucking minutes of my life.
I stayed home from school today because I just didn't have the strength to get out of bed. I hardly ever do anymore. Some days it's just easier to push myself than others.
I thinkI may have lost the best thing that could have ever happened to me.
I love how eveyone talks about every behind their backs. I'd love to say it's the beauty of being a teenager, but my family assures me it will never change.
I love Christmas and this was suppose to be the best one yet. Psh, who was I kidding. But it's Christmas, and thanks to Travis I get a real tree again this year. Thank goodness. I love Christmas and I'm going to make the best of it. And in the end, it will be the best Christmas ever.
I hate broken relationships. I hate feeling likke I'm losing my best friend. Or any friend. And that's all I feel anymore. I kinda sorts hate myself at times.
Enough of my whiny. I'll be on my way now.
Have a wonderful day to everyone, who I'm sure won't read this. Lol.
Love ♥