Celina loves bootleg movies with Will Smith
I went home this weekend...there are not enough hours in a day. I didn't get to see everyone I wanted to see, or do what I wanted to do, but that's okay, it was still really nice to be home. I got to shower without flip flops and it was nice. I also got my haircut. It looks so much better and healthier - I love it.
I went back to school around 5. I cried for a while on my way home. I don't know why really...I'm staring to miss how things were, and I realized that when I was home. I hate that my brother is home, and Terra is home, and meh. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE it here, and I love the friends I've made, I would NOT go back, but sometimes I think about how things have changed and how OLD I got. I was driving back to college. My god, we talked about that when we were sophomores...my oh my how things change. I miss my mom too, we didn't spend enough time together. Oh well. I'm sure you guys do it...ever just sit and think about how drastically everything has changed and just CRY? And even though you are perfectly happy and wouldn't change it for the world, it still hurts and you just miss some things? I guess that happens when things settle, and you become comfortable with something different. Oh well, I never had a problem with a few tears. I actually haven't cried since the night before I left, so it felt good.
Anyways, I'm gonna write some letters to some people that might appreciate them (my grandparents moslty).
I have a full schedule this week so I'll be busy thank god.
Monday - Ab training, kickboxing, SPB
Tuesday - Weight meeting (creating a weight plan so I dont gain any while at school)
Wednesday - Bryant Singers
Thursday - Habitat for Humanity
Friday - Jello Shot night
Saturday - going to Quin to see Muriellll!!
I went back to school around 5. I cried for a while on my way home. I don't know why really...I'm staring to miss how things were, and I realized that when I was home. I hate that my brother is home, and Terra is home, and meh. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE it here, and I love the friends I've made, I would NOT go back, but sometimes I think about how things have changed and how OLD I got. I was driving back to college. My god, we talked about that when we were sophomores...my oh my how things change. I miss my mom too, we didn't spend enough time together. Oh well. I'm sure you guys do it...ever just sit and think about how drastically everything has changed and just CRY? And even though you are perfectly happy and wouldn't change it for the world, it still hurts and you just miss some things? I guess that happens when things settle, and you become comfortable with something different. Oh well, I never had a problem with a few tears. I actually haven't cried since the night before I left, so it felt good.
Anyways, I'm gonna write some letters to some people that might appreciate them (my grandparents moslty).
I have a full schedule this week so I'll be busy thank god.
Monday - Ab training, kickboxing, SPB
Tuesday - Weight meeting (creating a weight plan so I dont gain any while at school)
Wednesday - Bryant Singers
Thursday - Habitat for Humanity
Friday - Jello Shot night
Saturday - going to Quin to see Muriellll!!