it's amazing how a phone call can lift your mood
this has been the shittiest first week of summer ever.
started off with seeing chelsea for the last time til next saturday. it did not feel good to say good-bye. i went to bed at 1 and i was awoken at 8 by my cousins. they had just gotten in from new jersey. went to see my brother graduate from high school. my tía bet me and my cousin jason that we couldn't make it to the car barefoot (it was 1230 in the afternoon, road was hotter than hell). well we won the bet...tell that to my fuckin feet.
ouch that shit hurt. that night we had a boring party for my brother which he didn't even show up to. chelsea didn't get on her flight and we were going to hang out but shit happened and we didn't get to. my brother and my sister got to go out that night but my mom wouldn't let me go out with matt and matt. it sucked. the next day i went to the beach with my cousins. i got sand all up in that cut on my foot. there's like a pouch of skin there and it was filled with sand. it looked disgusting. that night i went to dinner with them. after all this drama it was finally just me, my brother, my two cousins and lorena (one of my cousin's girlfriend). we ran up a $160 bill. we tore that place apart. and lorena didn't even order anything. it was a funny night. yesterday i woke up and my eyes were burining. i had to work an 8 1/2 hour shift on blistered feet, then make a 20 minute walk home because my mom didn't pick up the phone. hung out with chiz for a while. we drove up to the mall blasting some Paula Abdul. it was tight. i bought a movie and exchanged a hat for ms. chelsea and then we went back to my house. we went through my old CDs. listening to that music really took me back and made me think about the old days. schmitt came over and we watched the big lebowski. i missed chelsea so incredibly much through this whole time. it just felt like some huge part of me was missing. enough sappy shit, so this morning i woke up at 730 and my eyes were still blazing.
they were a bit redder than that. walked to VB geneeral hospital with my abuela at 1030. after an hour they sent me to this other place. they told me the wrong fucking place, so when i got there they sent me to another place which was the wrong fucking place also. after wandering around in that building for a bout a half hour i found out where i needed to be and schmitt came and picked us up and took me there. after being there for an hour or so i found out i couldn't see the doctor without my mom so i went home and then came back later with my mom and it took the doc 15 minutes and then she gave me some eyedrops. i have to take them once every half hour and then i have to wake up every 2 hours tonight to put them in then every hour again tomorrow. this sucks all i want is one good night's rest. i was in such a shitty mood and i missed chelsea so much and then she called me while matt and matt were here. it put me in such a good mood. except for that she told me the airline lost her bags which had all of her clothes in...including one expensive skirt i bought her only a few weeks ago which she has only been able to wear about once, and a bathing suit i got her for her birthday. that made me sad. but it was still awesome to hear her voice. that was a long ass entry i'm out, i gotta go put in more drops. have fun reading all that shit
started off with seeing chelsea for the last time til next saturday. it did not feel good to say good-bye. i went to bed at 1 and i was awoken at 8 by my cousins. they had just gotten in from new jersey. went to see my brother graduate from high school. my tía bet me and my cousin jason that we couldn't make it to the car barefoot (it was 1230 in the afternoon, road was hotter than hell). well we won the bet...tell that to my fuckin feet.
ouch that shit hurt. that night we had a boring party for my brother which he didn't even show up to. chelsea didn't get on her flight and we were going to hang out but shit happened and we didn't get to. my brother and my sister got to go out that night but my mom wouldn't let me go out with matt and matt. it sucked. the next day i went to the beach with my cousins. i got sand all up in that cut on my foot. there's like a pouch of skin there and it was filled with sand. it looked disgusting. that night i went to dinner with them. after all this drama it was finally just me, my brother, my two cousins and lorena (one of my cousin's girlfriend). we ran up a $160 bill. we tore that place apart. and lorena didn't even order anything. it was a funny night. yesterday i woke up and my eyes were burining. i had to work an 8 1/2 hour shift on blistered feet, then make a 20 minute walk home because my mom didn't pick up the phone. hung out with chiz for a while. we drove up to the mall blasting some Paula Abdul. it was tight. i bought a movie and exchanged a hat for ms. chelsea and then we went back to my house. we went through my old CDs. listening to that music really took me back and made me think about the old days. schmitt came over and we watched the big lebowski. i missed chelsea so incredibly much through this whole time. it just felt like some huge part of me was missing. enough sappy shit, so this morning i woke up at 730 and my eyes were still blazing.
they were a bit redder than that. walked to VB geneeral hospital with my abuela at 1030. after an hour they sent me to this other place. they told me the wrong fucking place, so when i got there they sent me to another place which was the wrong fucking place also. after wandering around in that building for a bout a half hour i found out where i needed to be and schmitt came and picked us up and took me there. after being there for an hour or so i found out i couldn't see the doctor without my mom so i went home and then came back later with my mom and it took the doc 15 minutes and then she gave me some eyedrops. i have to take them once every half hour and then i have to wake up every 2 hours tonight to put them in then every hour again tomorrow. this sucks all i want is one good night's rest. i was in such a shitty mood and i missed chelsea so much and then she called me while matt and matt were here. it put me in such a good mood. except for that she told me the airline lost her bags which had all of her clothes in...including one expensive skirt i bought her only a few weeks ago which she has only been able to wear about once, and a bathing suit i got her for her birthday. that made me sad. but it was still awesome to hear her voice. that was a long ass entry i'm out, i gotta go put in more drops. have fun reading all that shit