Mar 20, 2003 00:22
I went to the beach today. I had an intensely strong longing to stare at the beach as rain poured over it. I felt myself on a big comfy couch, legs and arms entwined with the woman of my dreams as we sheltered behind a big bay window. I tried to stay happy in my head but the world leaked in,..
,.. and the sun shone on my own private darkness.
Oh God. I'm so alone.