Give my regards to the sinking ship
I've felt so lame lately, i don't know what it is. I feel like I'm being bogged down by my surroundings, like i need to get away. Far away, missouri away. I called my dad today to tell him i want to live out there for the rest of this year. But then I don't know what happened, i just sat there on the phone while my dad said hello over and over then I hung up. He did'nt know who it was because he does'nt have caller ID. Blah, that's how I feel, blah.
I think I will move, everything is low stress there, my dad was a fuck-up in school so he will understand how i feel. Mom was a wonderful student and had to do all the house work when she was a kid, so she doesnt know why im such a bad student because she says i have it easy, and i guess i do. Hell, i dont really know why I'm such a bad kid either. But i think it's depression, so, ya know. Lower distress (bad stress) is what i need right now, and i think that's what Missouri will give me. Plus there are some rather wonderful people there, and I'll bet there are more, i just have'nt found them yet.
ugh i need some more time to think.
I think I will move, everything is low stress there, my dad was a fuck-up in school so he will understand how i feel. Mom was a wonderful student and had to do all the house work when she was a kid, so she doesnt know why im such a bad student because she says i have it easy, and i guess i do. Hell, i dont really know why I'm such a bad kid either. But i think it's depression, so, ya know. Lower distress (bad stress) is what i need right now, and i think that's what Missouri will give me. Plus there are some rather wonderful people there, and I'll bet there are more, i just have'nt found them yet.
ugh i need some more time to think.