I don't have time to be sick!!!
Blah, I've officially decided that I have bad luck or something. I had a pretty good weekend, yeah still depressed/sinking/whateverness, but I had fun with the roommates and ate a bunch of junk (popcorn, pop, oreos, brownies, ice cream...) while watching tons of movies (Gridiron Gang (I liked it a lot, it made me cry a bit though), The Hunchback of Notre Dame (always wonderful), Treasure Planet (I love Disney), War of the Worlds (not terribly impressed), and Moulin Rouge (oh my goodness, AMAZING!!! I've always loved the music and now I need to buy both the soundtrack and the movie)), it was fun. Then yesterday afternoon I started feeling weird. Kind of lightheaded and dizzy and thirsty and stuff, so I figured I hadn't had enough water (I don't ever drink enough...), so I drank like three one and a half to two cup glasses of water and still didn't feel better (that normally takes care of it), so I thought, that's weird and just kept going about my day just dealing with the dizziness and stuff. Then a little while later it still hadn't gotten better and my arms and hands and around my mouth started getting really tingly and kind of numb (like when your arm falls asleep, but it wasn't asleep and wouldn't go away). Again I thought, that's weird, but it's not painful, so I continue to ignore it. So then I watch Moulin Rouge until after one in the morning and I'm still feeling funny. So I get a shower and get in bed around 3, feeling more dizzy and lightheaded and tingly and thirsty and just overall weak. I drink a bunch more water and go to bed. I wake up to my alarm at about 8:30, turn it off, go back to sleep, then wake up to my roommate at 9 (we have church at 9:30), get up, still feel the same, decide to skip church, go to the bathroom, get back in bed and sleep until 7 at night!!!! I slept for a total of 16 hours, and I only woke up maybe twice. Yeah, it was weird. So I wake up and I'm sweating so I figure I had a fever and it broke, whatever, that's probably a good sign, maybe this is over. I sit up and I'm more dizzy and lightheaded and tingly and all that than I have been in the past day. I am annoyed by this, get up, get a shower, then go into the main room to get some food. I grab some food and have to sit down because the dizziness and stuff is really bad and I'm just really shaky and stuff and I feel like I might pass out, it's lovely... NOT!! So I eat some real food (an apple, peanut butter, yogurt, bread (trying to get some protein, carbs and various vitamins)), I still don't feel better. So I just hang out in the front room for a while. Ali and Kassy wake up from their nap and come in the front room and start watching TV, I watch with them, still not feeling better. I call my family to let them know I'm alive, my parents are a bit worried I'm feeling weird and I tell them I'll go to the health center tomorrow if it isn't better. Since then it's not gotten any better. I ate some more real food, but I just feel really dizzy and lightheaded and my hands and arms are still really tingly and I have a little headache and now my stomach is angry at me too for no reason. Blah!! Someone/thing somewhere doesn't like me or something. So yeah, I don't know what's up and I'm just annoyed by it because I don't know what it is and what to do about it and how to make it go away. UGH! So yeah, I'm having a hard time concentrating and stuff, so I'm not doing my German, again (that will go over well I'm sure) and I'm going to try to go to the health center as soon as possible because I don't have time to get sick or whatever this is before finals (which are NEXT WEEK by the way). Yeah, ugh! So that's my complaining :).