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Well, I feel pretty pathetic writing this at 4:51 A.M., but hey I'll go along with it anyway.
I can't sleep, I have too many things on my mind and I know late at night is when you experience the more unusual side of yourself, from lack of energy and focus as well as a more relaxed mood, or at least for me anyway...
Therefore, I'd like to make a dedication to the two people right now who mean most to me in the world, Nick and Kylee.
Nick, I can't express fully through words how much I have appreciated your friendship throughout these few years. I never really thought it possible to share so much in common with someone, especially a godamn Italian (jk ilu). We gradually became better friends each day that we met in western civ, with great ol' arrigoni. "Hey, look at me, I'm Ivan..." I will never forget that day when you exclaimed those words while repeating that gesture to the class. Gotta love ya :)
Nick, if it weren't for you I could not imagine how my life would be right now, i can only guess it would be very different and a lot less meaningful. Destroying my car, making movies, long hillarious conversations, we're the comedy crew, and laughter is the best thing to happen to man, what better way to express pure excitement and the upmost joy than through laughter? and it's best when i can share laughter with my best friend, especially when it's my own stupidities at which are being laughed at. Nick you're truly the greatest friend a person could have, you listen you care you're funny and appreciative, you deserve the best and a great future with a
great job and that 69 camaro you've always wanted. I'm glad I met you and I hope to know you the rest of my life, if i ever get married you will be my best man, if I ever have kids you will be the godfather, if i ever go bowling you'll be there, and if I ever get a lung removed for some reason you will be my donor ;D.
Then the next person I have to blame for keeping me from sleeping, my dearest girlfriend...no I want a better word than that, my dearest sweetheart, hunn... my best babe ever, Kylee. I can't express through words how much I love this girl, just like I can't express how much Nick means as a friend to me. Kylee I love you so much baby...because of you I once again have motivation to start excersizing, studying, and keeping an overall better care for myself and others. You make me so much happier and I can't figure out why, I don't know what's going on, for all I know it's the 5 o clock insomnia...but i'm falling for you Kylee, I love you so much. I'm so much happier knowing that I am with you, that i have your cute smile to look forward to when I see you, that I can sit next to you for hours on the couch and even in silence things are perfect. I love the way you kiss and look at me with your gorgeous green eyes which i adore so much and am really really jealous of...
I haven't told you this but when you look at me and smile, then say those three words "I love you," it makes me want to hold you every time i hear it, but i hold myself back because i think i do it too much...
I think that you are one of the most beautiful people I have ever met Kylee, I don't know what it is about you, and i hope that i soon figure it out, but you drive me crazy! Lately all i can do is think of you, and even though i just saw you not too long ago i miss you already, i just want to hold you in my arms again and feel you close against me, then never let go...at least until you hit me for holding too long =P
Baby I'm not sure if a girl has ever had such an affect on me, I truly want to show you how much I love you but I'm not sure how, but hopefully someday i'll figure out a way. Kylee I love you with all my heart and I am falling more in love with you everyday. You are so beautiful...
Both you and Nick are what help me throughout the day, to wake up knowing i have nick to talk to and own in online gaming like the dorks we are and have those insanely weird yet hillarious convos we have all the time, and kylee my most precious jewel which i will keep close to my heart for as long as i know her.
And oh why the hell not!!
SCOTT PAWLOW!!! you're an awesome and incredibly smart kid although you may not always seem like it i love you man and i know you will go far in your life bless your soul and good luck with everything!
Eric my favorite f*ckin bro i love you to death even though we don't always agree if anyone touches you i will make sure to it that they deal with me personally
Kate you truly are a great friend and it's always fun to hear you whine about school =P keep up the work lol
As to everyone else unless you have made me somehow angry in the last two weeks i love you all and appreciate what everyone has done and i love them for who they are don't change yourselves you're perfect as you are
I love you all
but i especially love Kylee :]
I can't sleep, I have too many things on my mind and I know late at night is when you experience the more unusual side of yourself, from lack of energy and focus as well as a more relaxed mood, or at least for me anyway...
Therefore, I'd like to make a dedication to the two people right now who mean most to me in the world, Nick and Kylee.
Nick, I can't express fully through words how much I have appreciated your friendship throughout these few years. I never really thought it possible to share so much in common with someone, especially a godamn Italian (jk ilu). We gradually became better friends each day that we met in western civ, with great ol' arrigoni. "Hey, look at me, I'm Ivan..." I will never forget that day when you exclaimed those words while repeating that gesture to the class. Gotta love ya :)
Nick, if it weren't for you I could not imagine how my life would be right now, i can only guess it would be very different and a lot less meaningful. Destroying my car, making movies, long hillarious conversations, we're the comedy crew, and laughter is the best thing to happen to man, what better way to express pure excitement and the upmost joy than through laughter? and it's best when i can share laughter with my best friend, especially when it's my own stupidities at which are being laughed at. Nick you're truly the greatest friend a person could have, you listen you care you're funny and appreciative, you deserve the best and a great future with a
great job and that 69 camaro you've always wanted. I'm glad I met you and I hope to know you the rest of my life, if i ever get married you will be my best man, if I ever have kids you will be the godfather, if i ever go bowling you'll be there, and if I ever get a lung removed for some reason you will be my donor ;D.
Then the next person I have to blame for keeping me from sleeping, my dearest girlfriend...no I want a better word than that, my dearest sweetheart, hunn... my best babe ever, Kylee. I can't express through words how much I love this girl, just like I can't express how much Nick means as a friend to me. Kylee I love you so much baby...because of you I once again have motivation to start excersizing, studying, and keeping an overall better care for myself and others. You make me so much happier and I can't figure out why, I don't know what's going on, for all I know it's the 5 o clock insomnia...but i'm falling for you Kylee, I love you so much. I'm so much happier knowing that I am with you, that i have your cute smile to look forward to when I see you, that I can sit next to you for hours on the couch and even in silence things are perfect. I love the way you kiss and look at me with your gorgeous green eyes which i adore so much and am really really jealous of...
I haven't told you this but when you look at me and smile, then say those three words "I love you," it makes me want to hold you every time i hear it, but i hold myself back because i think i do it too much...
I think that you are one of the most beautiful people I have ever met Kylee, I don't know what it is about you, and i hope that i soon figure it out, but you drive me crazy! Lately all i can do is think of you, and even though i just saw you not too long ago i miss you already, i just want to hold you in my arms again and feel you close against me, then never let go...at least until you hit me for holding too long =P
Baby I'm not sure if a girl has ever had such an affect on me, I truly want to show you how much I love you but I'm not sure how, but hopefully someday i'll figure out a way. Kylee I love you with all my heart and I am falling more in love with you everyday. You are so beautiful...
Both you and Nick are what help me throughout the day, to wake up knowing i have nick to talk to and own in online gaming like the dorks we are and have those insanely weird yet hillarious convos we have all the time, and kylee my most precious jewel which i will keep close to my heart for as long as i know her.
And oh why the hell not!!
SCOTT PAWLOW!!! you're an awesome and incredibly smart kid although you may not always seem like it i love you man and i know you will go far in your life bless your soul and good luck with everything!
Eric my favorite f*ckin bro i love you to death even though we don't always agree if anyone touches you i will make sure to it that they deal with me personally
Kate you truly are a great friend and it's always fun to hear you whine about school =P keep up the work lol
As to everyone else unless you have made me somehow angry in the last two weeks i love you all and appreciate what everyone has done and i love them for who they are don't change yourselves you're perfect as you are
I love you all
but i especially love Kylee :]