stability, vareiety and the choices we always have to make
new layout, tickets to 30 seconds to mars OMFG. Lots of angst, some self sacrafice and well most fucking annoyance and angst. Tomorow I get a third job, I take it where ever I can in hospotality, I have put together some of joes present and worked it all out good now so I might even be able to buy requiem of dreams or hire it out at least yay!!! makes me really really happy. May be able to start the new jobs this week which would rule. Hmm so yeah alls cool and what not I suppose. Was alot angrier before mum starting blaming me for anthony being an abusive arse hole all of those years back saying "I hope you two were happy because I wasn't." Yeah well get fucked they were two of the worst fucking years of my life living in that house wasn't living it was barely surviving, living in constant fear like that it was fucking arg! sorry I'll just go babble and rant angry shit else where, bah stupid fucking problems. ... hmm not much else to say but OMFG 30 SECONDS TO MARS IS GOING TO OWN AND ALI AND KARI MIGHT BE COMMING OVER FROM TEXAS AND SEEING IT WITH ME... its going to be like placebo but ten times cooler since I am actualy really into them Xp!
.... yeah I bitched and whined and went oooh new layout that will actualy be STAYING... meh
Yay I made a new friend *waves at haleybum she's my unstalkerish stalker who is a 30stm whore like me! oooh you should come stalk them with us to bars after the gig ^^
OOH and love is in the air my bonde haired boy is back and work and since I am keeping my job I will get to see him and maybe he will strangley fall in love with him and mmm YAY *sighs and grins*... oh god I am being GIRLY