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Well i just finished reading the alchemist for school. It wasnt too bad, it had a lot of lessons in it. Just the whole overal messege is really inspiring. Now i just have my other books to read and summer will be so much more relaxing! Yesterday I went to gigi's with her, kc, ches and austin. We played Cranium...goodtimes, good times!! Today was fun. I went to Coldstone with ally-son! and Tim. That was fun havent hung out with her in a long time. And seeing Zayas is always coool. Later i went over and hung out with Kc and Jackie. Thats always a treat. Later i went to dinner with my mom sisters and sister's friend Lindsey. And then to target. It was fun. I really like Lindsey. I've known her since i was about 6 and she seems almost like a long-lost sister to me. But whenever i see her(which hasnt been in years now)i miss Sarah more than ever. And when she talks about Kelowna (our old town) i get this pain in my stomache I want to go back so bad, but i dont just want to go for like 3 days i want to go for at least a week, and unfortunately i didnt have that time this year. I will make the time and i will go, its just once again a matter of time. None of us ever seem to have enough time, i hate it. I dont want life to just slip away because i didnt do things i should have. I dont regret not going because i didnt have an awesome summer. I just regret not going because i didnt go. Its one of those things i cant change and I'll just have to deal with.
Xoxo Tracey*

We cant change the future, until it becomes our present
>I just wrote that, but i dont know if i agree with it.=/