I promise, no more neglecting.
So I'm in Michigan now, trying to get my shit together. I have enrolled at Delta college today.
It was such an awesome feeling, doing it. I know that coming here was a good decision. If
I didn't, I'd probably still be partying my life away in Florida. Miserable. I do miss people I met
down there though... maybe a visit is in order. I met some good people amongst all the trash.
I have that warm feeling from Saginaw that I missed so much. It's wonderful. I've been having
the greatest time without feeling the need to get wasted. I have such genuine friends here. How
the hell did I just leave them like that? What's the matter with me?
I have been getting close to some of my more casual friends like Matt Morgrette. That kid is
amazing, the advice he gives. We've been talking to each other about all kinds of shit. I really
missed that. Getting close to someone. I didn't get that much in Florida. And of course I still have the
company of my best friends like Brianne and Kathleeney. They are so lovely. It's just awesome.
Since I have been here there has not been a day that I stopped smiling. This I knew was going to
happen, so it had to be done. This is why with no car, no job, and a few hundred dollars I came
up to this highest unemployed state. I am smiling. It's been a long time. This was the best
decision I have ever made.
Do I regret Florida? Hell no. I learned a lot. It definitely toughened me up. I am prepared for all
kinds of crazy bullshit. Florida has given me the chance to sit back and learn from other peoples
mistakes. I know myself more because of it. I am definitely stronger than I was before I moved.
Am I going to let a boy distract me from my goals? Nope. I learn from my mistakes and I learned
from my friend's mistakes. Not saying that I don't have an interest in a boy. I'm just not going to
hold onto it for dear life like I have done in the past.
I am more focused on succeeding, living comfortably, and doing things that nobody in my family
has ever done.
It was such an awesome feeling, doing it. I know that coming here was a good decision. If
I didn't, I'd probably still be partying my life away in Florida. Miserable. I do miss people I met
down there though... maybe a visit is in order. I met some good people amongst all the trash.
I have that warm feeling from Saginaw that I missed so much. It's wonderful. I've been having
the greatest time without feeling the need to get wasted. I have such genuine friends here. How
the hell did I just leave them like that? What's the matter with me?
I have been getting close to some of my more casual friends like Matt Morgrette. That kid is
amazing, the advice he gives. We've been talking to each other about all kinds of shit. I really
missed that. Getting close to someone. I didn't get that much in Florida. And of course I still have the
company of my best friends like Brianne and Kathleeney. They are so lovely. It's just awesome.
Since I have been here there has not been a day that I stopped smiling. This I knew was going to
happen, so it had to be done. This is why with no car, no job, and a few hundred dollars I came
up to this highest unemployed state. I am smiling. It's been a long time. This was the best
decision I have ever made.
Do I regret Florida? Hell no. I learned a lot. It definitely toughened me up. I am prepared for all
kinds of crazy bullshit. Florida has given me the chance to sit back and learn from other peoples
mistakes. I know myself more because of it. I am definitely stronger than I was before I moved.
Am I going to let a boy distract me from my goals? Nope. I learn from my mistakes and I learned
from my friend's mistakes. Not saying that I don't have an interest in a boy. I'm just not going to
hold onto it for dear life like I have done in the past.
I am more focused on succeeding, living comfortably, and doing things that nobody in my family
has ever done.